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07 May 2008

Getting things done

Yup. I sure am. All those works-in-progress projects that have been sitting unfinished for so long - I am making my way through all of them. I have made it my mission this week to start nothing new until all those little bits are done. I also have more work to take down to the gallery in the way of accessories so am just adding finishing touches. So the rest of today will be spent in the loft and then tonight will be movie watching whilst stitching and adding buttons.

So this little pile of gorgeous texture.......

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became this beautiful victorian style collar (so lovely that I want to keep it for myself - but more will be on their way!) It is in the shop now!

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And this unfinished bag is now here in my shop.... Umm how long does it take to sew on a handle and a snap fastening? Oh about 7 weeks apparently. Still things around here are a changin'. What with having no work (or hardly any) I really have to get my act together and it is all happening now! Nothing like the threat of poverty to kick start me into action.

Crafting_365_day_5Just one question. Why oh why does it take money to make money? I have been scouring the internet searching for potential craft fairs to apply for and when a table costs £50 - £80 ($100 - $160) what is a girl to do? The same goes for exhibitions. I think I may have said it yesterday and I shall say it again today........ Ho hum.

Oh and I went to my first knit and natter night last night! Great to meet new people and just get some time away from my hermit like existance. I shall be going again!

Doll painting in my painting studio tomorrow! I can hardly wait.

06 May 2008

Character Forming

Good morning! Well after working in the loft the whole of yesterday's bank holiday I am raring to go again. Feeling very inspired at the moment but that is coupled with the very real worry of hardly having any 'paid' work at the moment so I also need to be using this time to develop potential opportunities for my work. I have a couple of boutiques to apply for and really need to get onto finding out about local exhibitions too. My brain is all of a flutter and as ever I have too many ideas going on at once but as long as I am working it is all good.

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My in progress project at the moment is dolls! Gosh I have had it in my mind for what seems an age to try my hand at making some of my characters and ideas into 3 dimensional form so thought I would start off with a simple pattern. As I had such a clear idea in my head of the shape I wanted this has really turned out to be far from 'simple' process and the pattern making has really been torture on my wee brain.

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You see, the one thing I really struggled with in college was pattern cutting. Not only pattern cutting, but 'seeing' 2 dimensional shapes in 3d form. When drawing I would inevitably draw my perspective wrong - a line that faded into the distance sloping down the way, I would draw as if it was rising. An angle that swung the left I would draw to the right. I would never realise it was wrong until it was pointed out to me. It is the same with pattern draughting. I just cannot 'see' the shapes correctly. Inside out and back to front and left to right just confuses the socks off me and I often have to do a pattern numerous times in order to finally see why it isn't working. I have often wondered if this was some form of dyslexia? I am also incredibly clumsy and have no sense of my own personal space and can't tell my left from my right half the time!

So all this means  that...Yes...dolls are on their way....but painfully, painfully slowly. Perhaps the next pattern I shall try will be flat. Ho hum.

Thank you so much for your wonderful comments on my interview with waterrose - it was great fun to do!

01 May 2008

Should you wish to know more.

Good morning! Well it is beautiful sunshine here after a few days of hailstones, ever so bried sunshine and not so brief episodes of rain. I am sitting here at my laptop with my ever present cup of earl grey and I can hear the birds singing and soon I will hear the (screaming) children playing in the playground of the school across the road. Life is good.

I have some exciting news!  You can hop on over to this wonderful blog to read a really in depth interview about my work and my inspirations. Now you might feel that you have read it all here before (all about me that is), and be bored to tears by it all (!) but Waterrose really did an incredible job with the questions and I found them challenging and thought provoking in the most wonderful way. Reading back on my answers it has certainly re-confirmed in my own minIl_fullxfull217205351d that I am on the right path however hard it may be at times.

I 'met' Rose via etsy when we were paired  together as mutual support for our blossoming shops! Featuring a series of artist interviews on her blog, it has been fascinating to read the various inspirations behind each person's work. I am also completely in love with the beautifully detailed cuffs and rings in her etsy shop, the colours are just gorgeous with an incredible amount of painstaking detail. So thank you Rose for a wonderful chance to talk about my work.

I have been working in my journal again and am really looking forward to taking some of these ideas on into larger pieces.

I did show the first pages in my blog yesterday but as a reader was curious about the writing so I thought I would type it here. When working in my journal along with the drawings I tend to just write whatever comes into my thought at that particular time. I don't worry if it makes sense or tells a story or pertains to any kind of reality, I just love playing with words and how they sound and look together and expressing my wonderings onto paper. They may even make you think I am slightly loopy and it does feel very revealing to write it out here, But oh well........here goes!

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I wish I lived centures ago.....and could view the moon and see nothing else

A vast expanse of emptiness all around

I would feel insignificant.....but would want to feel as if I am the space around which the full world carries on

No-one can see me

All the details and colours and textures surround me

As if in a Stormy Sea

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                   PS - After almost a year and a half of writing this blog I still haven't got the hang of the lay-out and have wasted so much time trying to find out the most basic things! If anyone could tell me how to centre the images and my writing below it I would be eternally grateful!

Have a wonderful day!

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

29 April 2008

A little bit of everything....

Gosh I have so many things going on at the moment! So many ideas and so many works in progress. But I am at last getting the chance to get some things finished. Like this collar which has been made from these felted pieces from a couple of weeks ago.

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I have also been sketching and developing ideas for some new painting. It has been far too long since I have dedicated time to my art and I really need to ensure this does not happen again!

Below is a couple of images from my inspiration board. I can't get enough of these organic and aged shapes, textures and colours. Inspiration for my art and accessories - hopefully all a reflection of me and my aesthetic.

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But now I am really getting focussed. To be honest, this is a bit of a worrying time. Two teaching contracts have come to an end (they were only funded for a few short months) and although one of the groups has taken me on for more teaching it is at a far reduced rate as it is funded by a different area. I am trying not to worry too much and really just work as hard as I can on my own projects but, deary me it is not always easy!!

BUT, I have ideas coming thick and fast and inspiration constantly buzzing round my thoughts so it is an exciting time!! So I leave you with a new journal page. Hope you are having a wonderful week!

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28 April 2008

What to do.......?

when one has the most unphotogenic hands. I kid you not. It has often been mentioned that my hands are very childlike in appearance..... which basically means I have the shortest, stubbiest fingers (Mark says 'stubby finger' is actually a very real affliction from which I suffer greatly) the palest skin - I mean really it is very blue. Also my hands have no shape. They are shape-less, with dimples - dimples I ask you!!

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Well of course you might be wondering why this is such a worry for me. I have to say it is not a 'problem' that occupies a great deal of my thought space on any given day (rent, bills and where is my next job coming from are the thoughts that usually tend to block all other worries from my brain!) but on a day like today - when I at long last have something new and exciting for my accessories shop - well stubby fingers and pale dimply hands all of a sudden become a real hindrance!

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I can't even tell you how many photographs I took this morning of me modelling this cuff. Photography is not my strong point at the best of times - and 'modelling' (even 'wrist' modelling) even less so. And no you are not going to see the ones that were discarded.  But you can see this beauty later on today once I have listed it in my shop! I made the bases of these cuffs quite a while ago but have been pondering the question of the perfect fastening ever since, and boy did I take my time reaching a decision. But the first is now finished with another few in various stages of production. I love them, I really do. So delicate and organic but with the important touch of Gold that I simply cannot leave out on so many of my pieces. Hand-felted, free embroidered layers and with adjustable button fastenings and a vintage button.

Just lovely. More new beauties coming up later this week!

24 April 2008

Just keeping my head down.....

and trying to get focussed! Not much posting at the moment but an awful lot of pink. I will be back soon!

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17 April 2008

Busy....busy as a little resting bumble bee

The show is now over! The costumes are away to their new homes and my little loft space looks a little less blue and a little tidier than a few days ago. This week so far has been a time of starting and not quite completing little jobs, boring admin, resting my achy back, neck and shoulders after a frantic sewing session lasting into the wee hours of saturday morning and then most of the day before the actual performance.

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Here are the flowers I was given on the night of the performance as well as the programme - please excuse the photographs - my skills at photography are only marginally worse than my flower arranging skills - for someone who is always creating - I am constantly suprised by my lack of ability to take a decent photograph!

But now it is done. The performance was wonderful - the costumes looked just how I had imagined. In a way it was hard to visualise them on the mannequin - with their bright colours, dull, woolly cobweb felt texture - however I had hoped that on the stage they would come to life. The lights would hit them, the silks would shine an ethereal glow, the colours would dull to a haze reminscant of our planets and that they would look like little worlds far away in our night sky. And that is - I hope, how they did look. Today I am hoping to see some of the professional photographs from the evening and will show them here as soon as I can.

Even on the evening I could help but wish I had had more time to design, more time to sew these panels into wonderful shapes. In the end it had to be kept simple and there was only so much could be done in the short time we had, but now it is over and I can now move onto my own sadly neglected work. I have so many ongoing, unfinished works in progress. Half baked ideas waiting to be brought to life, a list of projects as long as my own (quite short) arm. Teaching today, tomorrow and Saturday I am impatiently looking forward to Sunday when I can take my coffee up to the loft space and work at my table and hopefully finish some of these wee projects that are sitting there, half felted and half sewn, just waiting for the finishing touches to make them complete.

I have not been to the painting studio in so long but really want to have at least a couple of days to get down there and get used to the space again, and my own way of working. So that will wait till next week - until then I shall dream and write and sketch, flexing the muscles of my imagination in preparation for 2 full days of uninterrupted painting.

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(photograph 'borrowed' from the RFE shop - I hope you don't mind Gretel - it has been dull as dishwater here and I just couldn't get a decent photo!)

I have to finish by showing a new addition to our household. Lily Laguna came to join us yesterday via the wonderful place that is The Red Flannel Elephant address known as Middle of Nowhere ( a most delightful blog if ever there was one). After deciding that I needed a wee companion to while away the hours with in my loft space, Lily seemed like the perfect soulmate and she is now very much at home. I very rarely treat myself to goodies of any sort really but as these wonderful characters are never around for long in the lovely shop created by the even lovelier Gretel I just had to snap her up. And here she is just recovering from her journey along with some gorgeous cards which were included in the parcel (Thank you so so much!) - Yep again it is a terrible photo but you get the picture!

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Okay off to prepare for my class - but just before I go I have added a couple of new wonderful professionally printed giclees to my very own Gilfling's Shop. One of my very favourite pieces - Isobel's Dream of Life and Light (I have got to do some more work with that wonderful sublime green) and One Solitary Moment - both atmospheric pieces. Infact Isobel might just be finding her way into a frame to adorn my very own wall I adore her so much.

Wishing you a wonderful end to your week wherever you may be! x

11 April 2008

At last!!

This is just a quickie as I have been teaching all morning and now have to disappear up to the place known as 'city of felted dance costume' situated in 'loft space heaven' for the entire rest of today and possibly into the night and tomorrow morning in order to get these costumes  finished for the performance tomorrow night!

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.....but I just thought I would let you know I have managed to make a few wee items for my accessories shop. I had intended on having a whole exploding geyser of a relaunch of my accessories but will now have to make do with just a little trickle of new items appearing spontaneously over the next few days. I had a complete eureka moment yesterday with new ideas for things I want to make though so am going to be working on those next week.

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These pretty felted flower brooches are really just a teeny taster of what is to come as I am busy developing designs for what I hope are very original and very unique to me items - think costume, think victoriana, think gorgeous colours and textures - I know I am waiting with bated breath to get them finished and show you them!

Hope you have a wonderful weekend!

08 April 2008

Space - the final frontier

A new week and we are on the home straight in finishing these dance costumes. The performance is on Saturday and strangely enough I am not panicking (yet). My only complaint is that I always seem to choose the most inopportune moments to start reading a really good book - in this case The Pillars of the Earth by Ken Follett. One of my absolute all time favourite novels, I think this may be the 6th or even 7th time I have read it! So now of course I am tortured daily by the 'read or work' dilemma and now I discover (whilst looking for the link to this book) that there is a sequel! I must be very cut off from the 'real' world to have missed that bit of excitement.

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(planet earth image borrowed from here)

Anyhow the costumes are coming along well. As is usual, I am sick of looking at them and now cannot see them for what they are. I find it difficult  to stave off the despondency that comes with not being able to step back from a project and see it with fresh eyes. "The design is awful, the textures won't work on stage, will the skirts fall down mid performance, I wish I had chosen black chiffon to work on rather than blue (the leotards the dancers are wearing under the costumes will be black)" - all the worries and concerns which will be forgotten about on the actual day of the performance - or so I hope. It seems only a few days ago that I was worrying about the fact that I had no time to design and no idea of the concept! I wish I was not always so hard on myself.

Above you can see one of the skirts with the image used for inspiration (excuse the terrible photograph). All the fibres and silks were nuno felted onto chiffon panels which created wonderful hills and craters in the surface and texture and helped form this 'bubble' shape. These textures were then exaggerated by sewing elastic in random directions around the shapes which also serves to form the garment shape and create a very uneven and sculptural surface - reflecting the surface of the earth and planets.

One stroke of luck is that due to the easter holidays some of the dancers could not be at the rehearsals when the piece was being choreographed. As a consequence I have only had 20 costumes to make rather than the initially estimated 27.

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Again here is a partially finished costume with an inspiration image from here

So 15 skirts are completely finished with another 5 to make at my workshop session on Thursday. Most of the panels for the tops have been cobweb felted - I just need to be sewing them into a vague semblance of a corset today - this really means just strengthening the edges with free machine embroidery and forming holes for the lacing - simple! Only 20 to do! My aim is to finish 10 today and 10 tomorrow and then I will only have the 5 skirts to finish for Saturday - sounds easy?

I do apologise for my habit of list forming in my blog - as well as my blog it also sometimes appears to be me ordering my thoughts for the day - good for me - not so interesting for you!

I still have the 3rd instalment and photographs from our trip away to show you! It is one of the best bits so I shall be sure to get onto that tomorrow in my blog post.

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Meanwhile I shall leave you with an image of how a corner of my loft looked just a couple of days ago - perhaps a small indication on the reason blue planets and galaxies might be haunting my dreams at the moment?!

Have a great day!

31 March 2008

The mysterious case of the missing week......

Good-day to you! Well it is Monday, the last day of March, a lovely bright day.....but where I ask you has the last week gone??!!  It only seems a few hours ago that I was writing my easter blog post and yet I have been a busy busy bee.

Last Monday we set out on our couple of days away in the Peak District. We had a slight moment of grumpiness on both our parts before setting off as I had just been suffering a bad weekend of back pain and was feeling pretty miserable. Our destination of choice, Castleton is lovely, but unless you are there to do some walking there is not a whole lot else to keep you occupied apart from coffee shops and cake! Lovely of course but possibly not enough to fill 3 days.

All was well however. We did stop off for coffee and cake on the way before making the ever so slight detour to Eyam better known as the plague village. It really is a quaint, interesting place with many of the houses dating back to before 1665 which is the year the black death took over the village. The villagers chose to quarantine themselves from the rest of the world in order not to spread the contamination further afield. Only 83 villagers survived out of 350 and many families were completely wiped out, a very sad tale indeed. We did manage (or should I say struggle) to make the walk up to the 'boundary stone' (Mompessons Well, I think it is called) where the villagers left money in little holes carved into the stone filled with vinegar to prevent infection. Here  food and medicine was left for them to pick up from outsiders. Although only a couple of km's this was up a very steep hill, thank goodness for the way down!

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The next day (after buying a walking stick) we decided to attempt a longer walk past Peveril Castle and down past the caverns. A modest 5 miles it was rather entertaining counting the numbers of walkers twice my age who passed us on the hike! However it only took us a little longer than the suggested amount of time even though we suffered snow and hailstones along the way (and a rather spectacular fall straight out of a comedy film which unfortunately did hurt a little more than my pride!) however it was a real sense of achievement as I used to do a fair amount of hillwalking before suffering with my back. Sometimes slow and steady is the way to go and it was worth it for the views, the fresh air and the visit to Treak Cliff Cavern on the way down.

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Our 3 day I shall show you in my next post as I must move on! The rest of the week was taking up with teaching 3 classes - 2 involving the dance costumes which we are making steady progress on. A full day on Saturday working with the ladies enabled us to get alot done and I can now see light at the end of the tunnel. We have 21 panels finished and with 27 costumes to make this is wonderful. I am anticipating that some of the costumes will consist of one felted panel and some will have 2 but will have a clearer idea after I go to my first dance rehearsal this afternoon. With only 2 more 2hr sessions working with the group I am expecting to have some work to do on my own but certainly not as much as I initially thought.

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The first panel here is one I made as an example to the group (based on planet earth as you can see by the inspiration image) and the others are panels the ladies have worked on. With the performance now less than 2 weeks away it will be interesting to see how it all pans out!

I do have to confess to feeling a little sad at the moment. With so much of my time going into these classes and these costumes, I miss my studio. No painting, no accessories, very little sketching, it all feels like a bit of a sacrifice. I have work to do for the gallery, ideas I am longing to develop, half finished accessories filling my loft space and no time. But after months of financial worries it is regular work that is saving my bacon. Hopefully after the dance performance I will be able to find some balance. I will have one class coming to an end and a new one starting, but after all the preparation and planning I worked on a few weeks ago I am hoping that this will carry me through future classes.  I really need to refocus on my own work and make that more of a priority after this time of neglect. I am ever so grateful for the teaching opportunites and I think that I am growing as an artist and as an individual but it was never my intention to work on them quite so much. As someone who is naturally and quite happily disorganised, it seem as if I have overcompensated with spending hours upon hours writing worksheets and instructions, making prototypes and examples and buying materials, not to mention organising and reorganising the bags and boxes of materials and equipment I have to take to each session. However I think I have to learn to relax a wee bit and trust that I have now done the hard part, each session should now almost take care of itself. My own work has to come first (or at least equal!)

..... Umm did I tell you I am spending the day at a Junior school teaching portraiture to 5 and 6 year olds tomorrow? Perhaps I will make it to the studio at the weekend! (Sorry for the novel!)